Monday, March 30, 2026

 


Lunafull


Here comes that bald nun again,

catching out the werewolves 

(you know who you are).


According to habit

she adjusts her coif and wimple

at each slice

shuffling through phases like  a nurse on Xanax.


She forgot her rosary, 

but the mumbles say themselves by now

mostly just a ghostess,

a reminder that the rent is due.


A valve in my head

drips ancient fluid.

Most days it’s a slow leak,

nadi to nadi, 

sap trickling down 

to the sump of my spine,

pooling there like red salt brine.


But on nights when the nun is bald

the gunnery salutes

firing all 31

like a brace of silver bullets.


She knows I’m just a man 

in a nightime tee,

alarming a glow

at the base of his neck.

Is this the terrible sting

they all talk about,

or just the radiator bonking?


Tuesday, February 13, 2024

Overheard

 Overheard


A guy on a phone in his ear on a bus on a rant

to a girl on the way to a dance as she whines to a friend

who's out on a break on a trip to a dive in the hood

in a fix with a wrap on her waist,


a scam to con a babe 

who's a catch with the eye of a trout

with a glint in its slit 

as the bog scatters blue,


is yakking too loud for our slouch of a crowd

jammed up to the straps as a bag lady breaks

the string of her Ked right left in a knot 

tucked back in the hem of her sock.


She couldn't care less what this peach of a prize

in his mother's martini 

pimento speared olive-green eyes 

has to badger the girl on her way

to a dance as she carps to her friend

and cries to a guy on a phone.


She Writes in Lemon Juice

 She Writes in Lemon Juice 


She bathes in baptismal muslin,

soaked bone-brown and wrapped

in twice-blessed river water,

once for the pain she ran from

once for the pain we caused.


"I'll shave my head," she begs,

"and weave a shroud to warm you."

When her face breaks through

the dunked-brown river water

she spits out a wren,

hoping for a raven, but a wren will do.


"We'll both be better off," she says,

a threat I take to heart.

Every timid stalking voiceless

after midnight call, 

quick breath on the line,

I know it's you.



Sunday, June 5, 2022

Short Poems

I love the craic
of lake ice when it breaks
the news of thaw to the fish


Shasta Manzanita berries
candy the crumbling slope 
a volcano in waiting
Wintu crush and sup
the bitter juice


California Poppy
queen of a sunny day
sometimes the single life is best


Tag-Ulan
farmers rejoice 
to see the world in ruins
rain time


wild turkey strut
some birds prefer a bare scrabble
to a place at the table


the chillest hour
forced out of bed
to write in wolf sign


Ubud Streetside
mason jars
brimmed with gasoline
stock the roadside rest

tiny bamboo trays
weave the walk as prayers
to tourist gods

all the neighbors sit and clang
at evening gamelan



Friday, August 21, 2020

Tense

 Tense


I'm so done with the imperfect,

salty for the second chance,

undone by the pluperfect,


ready for the goldilocks

just right with the right now,

left with the one too 


soon sleeping in my bed.

And she looks just like me.

I'm so ready for the beta jack 


hooked on the slack line 

improv with the perfect

2020 pretest release.

Steepside Life

 Steepside Life


Rain buttons the water-tight bug pond,

slow enough to can't hear it drop

on a tin roof Sunday.

All the time in the world

helps water wash us away.


It slickens the hillside briar

on the loam crawl down.

My yard's on its own

way into town, tangling the neighbors

on the long slide.


In a hundred years we'll all be valley

Glowworms

 Glowworms



Vespina Yellowjacket

troubles the drunk pulp

unplucked deliquescent mango.

Its flesh turns sugar in ferment,


Bugs rattle in the open air,

the squeaking ankle rasp

amidst a mad halo 

of chitinous wings.


Envenomed, we

forestall intoxication

until anaphylaxsis

opens your mouth.

You can light your tongue

as I lit mine

with the luminous imago.

Glowworms eat us from within.

Poker Face

 Poker Face


The abrupt scrape of his hand

across the harp of her hair,

A plucked duet with a head 

in the mirror,


she drags red paste across her lips,

coloring outside the lines.

Pastel creams occlude 

the creases of her startled smile. 


He caught her dreaming,

a different hand, redealt

a flush, the knave of hearts

and all his friends.



The Met We Night

 The Met We Night



Right when you reached

across the bench seat 

past the four on the floor 


to tap my unfamiliar hand

coaxing the hex out

of my familar

tense on the wheel


I knew a stronger man

would let you down 

at the light 

call it a stop a sign 


the wrecked mad cast

of yr hazel two-step saccade

yr brittle unblonde

over-dry and radiant flare

 

baked I could smell the leavening 

still rise we rose 

as one I lost my chance 

and lied the go-ahead 


while looking for some level ground 

to enter you 

escape yr grasp 

in a patch of dune grass




Jack Darrow

Wednesday, April 26, 2017

The Roma


                   Lore

Wring seven shriveled petals
from the tintinnabulum of foxglove,
digitalis in its second year.
Steep an infusion to quicken the pulse
or stop the heart 
in its mad assent.

Pull the root of wild licorice 
from the mud
along a river bank
beloved by the lacewing 
and her deadly neighbor, wasp.

Chew it, spit the pulp
into a glass. Brew it. This alterative
will steady the nerve
and sweeten the spirit,
a tooth-sized stone for flavor
or a child’s tooth for luck.

By the feral eye of Mars
day-warmed blackberry
in its bramble wrap,
tangles the understory 
of these woods,
a lash to strip the innocent.

It’s good for heartache,
the leaves beat to pulp
will poultice the wound.
A night wind cools the thicket
while the part of you that burns
burns brighter.

Eliana

I was married off at 12
to a boy I never met.
My mother knew his family 
and they paid a fair price.
I didn’t like him, 
but my mother said, 
you’ll learn.

I saw him on our wedding day.
He ran the pitch,
kicking football with the boys.
His father clamped a hand
around his shoulder, 
and stood him sweating 
next to me,
my pudgy groom, before the priest.

I didn’t dance.
I held the melmac 
wedding plate til it was full 
of coins and rings and bills.
I keep it wrapped in its red lace
up on the wall.

Now all the work is mine,
but his mother 
shows me her way:
how to wash the floor
and toss the trash.
I cannot brush my hair
past noon.
I cannot cross the path
of any man.

So I don’t have to take the bus
every morning into town
like the other children.
I don’t have to hang around
the plaza and the banks,
waiting for an open pocket,
a backpack hanging low,


careless gadjo at the conto,
for the flip of 20 Lev notes
like the 47 kids
my uncles keep 
locked up in the dorm
at night when they return,
their pockets full.
I have a mother and a father.

                 Nicu

Stacked families warren
a crippled highrise.
From gone through rooms
dewalled, unpiped, dewired
they strip the copper,
rip the fixtures off the wall
and cash in the porcelain,
trading up for food.

Soda cans and water bottles
decorate a shoulder of the road.
A few pennies,
each one isn’t much,
but he can crush
these unlovely amulets 
and link a bracelet of charms
to call up luck or money,
piled in a wheely cart.

Clutches of the young boys
run indifferent to wreckage
piled up the crumble walls
of handmade brick and cinder block.
They play their toyless games.
Feathers from a football bird
the boys have kicked around
blow in fits across the pitch.

The older ones like Nicu
thrust and wave their wooden dowels,
long as an arm, 
and thick as a wrist.
They play at being mean.
Nicu beats the plastic,

smashing bottles down
to fit more in the cart.
As he hauls the cache
his friends knock him 
about the back and shoulders 
with their sticks,
taps to tease the envy out.


He walks the cluttered highway,
thinking of dead birds 
and what he had for breakfast,
while the phone lines listen in,
magnetically.
Once they grab his thoughts 
and turn them into sparks
to run on down the wire
what’s to stop the politsiya
from knowing everything

he wants, or thinks, or does?

Sunday, October 30, 2016

The Art of No


When first she fell entranced at the National Conference on Dismissal
she asked her celestial homunculus how to free herself from desire.
Dim the lights, his best response. There followed years of tooth upon bruise
upon tooth, a beach of broken bones. She thought it best to avoid belief entirely.
The Real? 
You're soaking in it.

When next she fell, disabused at the ball, a fund-raiser
for the American Contrition Association,
she asked her terran femininculus, Might a waning ardor rest?
When million-pistoned mitochondria fire their alien engines
the beast in us rises and takes the air. Thinking becomes you.
It's your best feature. Child, you are a machine. Desire is a category mistake. 
The body is not the program.

The body is the problem, a machine more complex than its elemental servants
with the good fortune to be made of a very lively material, still, cogs and screws for all of that.
Simpler machines, ionic networks bound by their busy satellites,
mere electricity in tenuous equilibrium, are limited by their lack of nuance,
ponderous iron in oxidation, slow thinkers;
add a mole of chrome and joules of inspiration glisten.
A toaster pops, the hammer strikes. Still, no Aristotle.
There is no threshold of vitality as elements assemble,
just a painstaking aggregation of sensations and responses as the body quickens.

The last time she fell her headstrong inclination to see things otherwise
compelled prudent sequestration in The Home of the Harmed.
Concerning her residency therein she has a complaint:
Skills sharpened here are not understood as art:
the blankets dethreaded with painstaking precision,
the juice boxes crushed and stacked, toppled cornflake palaces,
none of these will win The Turner.

True. Residents often practice desperately, inexpertly.
But with diligence and patience one gains proficiency.
The private arts of longing become the body’s virtues.
She asked her chthonic ouroboros,  Is there a cure for all this

No, but with time a finer affliction.

Friday, February 5, 2016

Utopian Turtletop

She rocks the hat
     she could have grabbed
     off Marianne Moore,
     flustering West Portal Peet’s
     one eye blind behind
     the bent tin dimestore brooch
     that secures her pinned-up brim.

A silverish pendant evokes
     the golden age of art nouveau.
     Neo-bohemian,
     it bangs against her chest,
     a fluted weight
     suspended by the sort of cord
     save-the-Tibetans pray by.

She leans on an acrylic cane
     wrapped in bows of duct tape
     and artful lace mylar,
     twisted round a draping
     chain of six-pack collars.
     She unsnaps the rubber band
     that binds a cough drop tin,

once painted yellow. Nickels,
     dimes, a quarter here and there,
     she pinches out a stack
     of coins along the counter,
     payment for her non-fat
     double shot, no-foam.

Monday, April 14, 2014

Prayers at the Grave of Ivan Rilski / Wrestlers

The Wrestlers

A moutra,  ex-olympic wrestler, 
self-styled ugly face,
disgorges himself from a stolen Mercedes
jamparked up on top the curb.
Carpathian-flanksteak tough, 
big as a dirty bomb
wrapped in shiny Versace, 
he keeps a silken wallet bulge 
against the sweat of thick pink skin,

On his arm a thin blonde vacancy 
tests the carats of her chain and collar hasp
toothed links bit into the soft gold 
proves the value of her shackle.
They’re ready for the club,
the chainsaw roar of metal 
dance and grind. Inside go-go dancers
sing their spike and powder love of home.

Olympians served as secret police, 
the well hench iron-fisters of the state.
The fall of the bully collective 
left the wrestlers out of work,
Bulgaria’s guardians stripped the skin
off a barely breathing body
and dressed themselves Ed Gein style
in Gazprom and the banks,
in eviscerated industries.

Malevolent phlebotomists,
they found employment
draining blood. 
Muscles of the Nomenklatura
protect each household
from the vagaries of liberty.

The Lev shrinks as we speak.
5 today is 4 
tomorrow night it’s 3.
A smart man takes the cash 
he saved up all his life,
and buys a bag of flour,
a sack of sugar,
an egg or two,

something that will last.

Friday, March 28, 2014

Monday, October 10, 2011

Grazing





like the nape of your neck
in the palm of my

lick the length of your blade
with the rough of my

like the pulse of your throat
bows the bone of my 

 lick the gasp of your breast
when the skin crimsons

you loose a swallow and
we lose the will
to rise.